Blades

You were probably someone that I crave but I don't actually need. 

You gave me words that lingers in the galaxies within me.

And so I was Naive to think I could love you in ways nobody else would. 

But you never understood me.

Because you never try to understand me.

You were never in unison with me.

You never were.

A.T.

...

Having opened the letter, I am feeling so terrible.

Every single part of me is.

I really really need an embrace right now. 

This is not the first time.

It's so painful.

It's so unbearable.

I cannot take control. 

I can't do this anymore.

I swear, fuck.

But I'm bleeding and it won't stop 

Tender

I am always dreaming of sunlit skies

And Somedays,

He was like the skies 

Malicious yet tender 

Excruciating yet delicate 

His name,

As common as he is rare 

As simple as he is complexed  

As easy as he is tormenting 

I cringe,

For it starts with a dilemma 

And ends with a swinge

Everytime,

I laugh at myself 

For being a fool 

Of getting too close to a labyrinth.

A.T.