I will learn to detach.
I think I already am.
Learning to detach is not a facade , it is a sentiment that is real, alive and penetrating.
Detaching yourself does not mean you don't let the experience run through your blood.
You let it flow through the map of your entire body and then, engraved into your soul.
If you hold back to these emotions, if you don't allow them to kill you a little (little could be fallacious), you can never be detached.
Because, maybe, you are just too afraid of being afraid.
So my dear feel what pain is feel what grief is feel what endearment is.
The last step is to always recognize the emotion and now, you must calmly slowly bravely, detach yourself from that emotion.
A note to myself, a note to my darling girl that is trying to be brave and a note to my readers that are trying to detach.
A.T.
22/12/2014