Friday, October 18, 2013

Ashes

ASHES


 I'm breaking apart. 
 Faded ashes it seems. 

 If breathing went easy, the planet would have turned upside down. 

 And I'm in great terror of my understanding. 

 I'm bending , awkwardly. And now I'm flawed. 

 Lost in the middle of the undone. 

 Let it never be said that what I'm undergoing would be what I am fearful of. 

 Destroy the middle, I realized , it was a waste of time. 

 Now, I'm at the finish line. 

 And I am, still, in great terror of my understanding in which it had penetrated deep into my world ; and then I stand revealed, I have shared my kingdom with you. 

 For I'm Lost in a smoke-filled-room.


"Do not fear, fear is for the vulnerable. "

"But, I can't."